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Have you ever gotten that bad news call from anyone...that surreal moment where your body works, your mind takes over but you don't know what in the hell you're doing and/or saying?  I had two questions after the information overload describing what it is and how she got it...will it effect her life span, will she be able to have kids?  The answer to the first is that they don't really know, so no, probably not. The second, most kids with Turner's are unable to have kids.  My baby would not be able to know the joy of knowing what it feels like to have life grow inside of you, give life from her own body.  I know I wrote stuff down.

Here is the God moment that perhaps forever changed me because I knew beyond a shadow of doubt that my God is with me through EVERY valley, EVERY high, EVERY low in such an intimate that NO ONE could ever deny His existence in this moment or pass it off as coincidence.