Solomon's Court

Edward lived with his dad for a while.  Oh, and his dad let me know how just a little time with him and he had straightened Edward ALL OUT.  Ever since the divorce, with EVERY set back or struggle a child has gone through...the bad is always me being a bad mom, and the good is always his being a good dad.  VERY ODD.  It's a thought I often have to hold captive to truth and know that I have done the best I can with what I have.  I have never claimed to be perfect. But I was there for it all...in all my imperfection, loving the way I thought best.  And, to be sure, dude, I don't care where the help comes from.  When you pray for God to use someone/ANYone to get to your child, it does NOT matter who it is.  Angels come in all shapes and sizes and I am open to whomever God will use.  Reminds me of the two women in Solomon's court who both claimed to be a child's mother.  Solomon, in his wisdom, said to cut the child in two knowing the real mother would rather let her child go than see it hurt in anyway.  Lord, if Your angel happens to be my ex-husband, bring it on.  John 16:33 has already assured me that the victory is Yours, so whatever it takes is okay.  It wasn't long, however, before the shine began to wear off.